3:56 a.m. - 2008-07-11
TAG TEAM.
i have been tagged by pee! and since i'm a stupid insomniac i'm updating at 4 freaking am. let me rant abit about my annoying problem please. it's so disgusting when you lie down and just can't get to sleep no matter what. when you are physically tired but can't sleep cuz your mind's still as awake as a mexican bean bouncing around in your skull. argh. i guess a lack of sleep also contributes to the creation of stupid similes that doesn't make sense. sob. must be the yuanyang that i had that's keeping me awake. i'm waay to sensitive to caffeine for my own good. oh me oh my.
ok back to the topic of being tagged! here goes the answers to the best of my ability with the mexican bean's nice input.
i think i'm mad.
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
thank god i haven't had this experience before. my first thought would be to slap him hard! then wait for him to call or whatever and ignore the call. HAH. that is if he calls la. since he has cheated on me already, it shows that he doesn't give a shit about me already. so i guess that doesn't apply. fine. i think i will crawl into my bed and cry.
#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
To be happy always? i think that is ultimately the goal that we all strive for. if i dream of being a millionaire, of being pretty, of being rich, those are just the means to the end. which is being happy. wow. im so eloquent. HAHA. kudos to Miss Phua who always talks about the means and the ends.
#3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?
there's no place i would rather be than asleep in my warm, toasty bed. but don't think that's gonna happen soon. sob.
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
confused?er, no. anxious and dreading it, really. i want to remain 17 forever. its a nice age. can be a dancing queen. HAHAHA.
#5. What's your ideal lover like?
BALLACK.
#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone, definitely. sorry, i'm self centred.
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
intend? kind of a weird word. i don't know. i'm not a very patient person.
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
huh. what else can i do? change target la. HAHA. don't like to wait la. and its very bad karma to be a third party. say no, no, no!
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
a few things here and there. mainly interpersonal relationships. i think some people have very low EQ. its ok to be frank, but not to the point of being blunt and brash, alrites.
#10. What do you want most in life?
oh my. that's a secret between me and my mexican bean in my brain!
#11. Is being tagged fun?
rather, cuz i don't have to think of topics to blog about.
#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
using a mirror?
#13. Who is the current most important person to you?
family!
#14. What type of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
pee is shorty short! known her for a rather long time. nice and friendly. but according to her, she is zibi. i don't know leh, she seems rather sociable to me :D
#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
married but poor. can tong gan gong ku. spending money on my own is no fun too.
#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be ?
a big, furry, vegetarian lion. or a cute lunar pixie to fly around my head ala tinkerbell. -beams-
#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do?
er, going through fright night. argh. i'm totally dreading it. save me.
#18. What kind of person do you think you are?
i think i'm someone who is quite difficult to get along with. so i'm pretty thankful to my close friends and family for tolerating with me. erm and please forgive me if i stepped on anyone's toes cuz i really hate the feeling of people being upset with me. trust me, i can brood about that for days. sob.
#19. What do you define as a bad day?
when nobody cares. omg i sound so needy! :X
#20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be?
erm. i will cross the bridge when i come to it.
yes alrights its 4.30 now and i'm not feeling the least bit sleepy. i'm so dead. guess i will wait for my mum to wake up then.
take care everyone (:
