10:34 a.m. - 2008-05-04
Dreams
There's just a little bit of emptiness in me right now.
Its weird how I haven't cried. Its like I don't even feel sad that its over. The feeling that I'm having now...It's like something's missing. I can't accurately describe it, I guess. At the risk of sounding cold-blooded, all I can say is that I'm not too bothered. Its only when I get reminded of happy memories in the past that I get abit annoyed. HAHA. Yes, annoyed. You read it right.
I can't say how much the concern expressed by my friends mean to me. I feel really touched when friends sms to ask if anything's wrong, if everything's alright. So here's thanking jz, alvin, claudia, huijuin, wongy and mimi. Thanks for asking. It makes life more bearable that way.
What I need now are activities to keep me busy! And I loved my dream last night. Dreamt that I had a beach front house (: Loved it. Didn't even mind that I had to do homework. So long as I had the night view of the beach. With the nice moon shining brightly. Ahh... (:
And I hope to get the job tending the bar! HAHA. I was shocked when the manager asked for my height. The first thought that crossed my mind was: "There must be something against height discrimination!" LOL. But I still have 2 more weeks in my stupid job. Crossing my fingers that I would be let off early cuz they have found a permanent staff.
Till then!
